❥xiiaovennes ; kiss mie.

2009-07-18T07:43:00.000-07:00

Guys ,
i changed my blog link lerh .
Relink me up yeah .

http://www.everlastinq-loves.blogspot.com

See yeahhhhs ! Loveeee-s.

2009-04-13T05:07:00.000-07:00

Pray hard for me .
15April09 , going sentence . 6chargers , Wth
Guys , will miss you all . D:
Really really gotten change for the better .
Mia-ed & will be continuely mia . For a long long time .
Hopefully sentence will be lighter .

2009-04-03T10:28:00.000-07:00

My last romance , my last love , my last guy .
30 March , i never let you go .

Mia-ed .
Changed phone number dull to lost of phone in that stupid cab .
Cb uncle , don't know how return my perciouis phone .

These days keep outing with baby .
Morning , slack at my house . Night go down slack .
Shall update again . Bye

2009-03-11T09:25:00.000-07:00

Everything is gone , right infornt of me .

Sigh ,
I should have belive nothing last .
I should have belive all promise are meant to be broken .
One after another one ,
Wonder how many times must i teared ?
Wonder how many times must i belive you ?
My retribution , i know . I regretted .
He's gone , real gone . Gone forever .
2 years later , you said ? Will you still be able to see me ? I wonder ?
Will i still able to see your smile , hear your laught after 2 years ?
Love ones , one by one leaving me .
I all alone , standing alone , facing the world alone , onces again .
I used to thought , i really found my happiness .
I thought , i couldn't be alone agin , i thought i found you .
But i was wrong , really wrong .
You'r leaving me like before .
I'm shag , i am doing nothing everyday , dreaming of impossibles everyday .
Just i waiting , waiting for sentence once again .

I'm just such a disgraces . Hai

2009-03-02T05:40:00.000-08:00

Sorry baby ! , I overslept today . Too tired le bah ?
Meet up with baby and lesbo near plaza , slacked .
Lesbo went find marcus first , then i accompanied baby go home change cloth .
Meet yewchong and co . Slacked awhile , off to meet lesbo .
Slacked and chatted awhile , accompanied her wait for cab , she cabbed home .
Off to marcus's house . Ate & slept for awhile , 1plus bused to Sengkangsec find baby's friends .
Slack slack slack . Boredddd ! Lol . Keep raining ! Wth~
I love my BABY lah ! , These days with you , i had alot of fun eh , really . :D
Baby ride on the motor look fucking look cool and cute leh ! .
Haha , 7 baby rided me home sweet home :D ,
Baby baby , you'r mine hor ! Who dare snatch you shall pay ! . :D

2009-03-01T09:45:00.000-08:00

Levin.c ,
No matter what , we won't drift right ?
No matter how we quarrels , no matter how many misunderstandings we had ,
We'll still be as close as each other right ?
I swear , i really don't want to lose such a good sister will last .
Every thought never last , but i'm sure , very sure .
Sister will last . And last forever . :DDDDD
Thanks for alway being there for me when i mood swing , when my relationship fails .
No matter what , i will alway be there for you .
I love you , sister .

Alex.t ,
You promise me you will last with me hor .
I don't want you like other guys like that , how they used to hurt me .
How they use to play me .
You shall be the last guy i love & tiongxim . :D
No matter what happens , i will never leave you .
No matter what happens , you also cannot leave me hor .
I want to marry you theeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
Trust me , we will last . ( :

Baby , i love you . More and more every minute , every second .
And i will never let you go .

2009-03-01T07:26:00.000-08:00

Be my last alright ?

Bused to rivervale plaza to meet baby & grace this morning . ( :
Lesbo was fucking long i tell youuuu ! . But i fucking miss her ? She miss me tooooo ! :D
Baby came meet me at mac , and waited for his friend to come ,
went eat & slacked . Lesbo went home awhile later & we went to x.derrick house there fetch him .
Bused to ikea . It was raining heavily eh . :x , i'm drenched lor .
Window shopping at giant first , then ikea . Around evening , cabbed back to sk .
Slack slack slack . 8plus bused home cause probation again , -_-
Tomorrow meeting baby & my percious LESBO again ! I miss them !!! :D

Baby , you said you want last long with me th hor , MUST DO IT OKAY ?
I won't break any single promise i made to you the , don't worry .
My heart and souls all belonged to you . :D , You cannot dump me one side hor .
No matter what happens , we must face it , overcome it together alright ?
I want you to be my last alright ?

Venessa lau xue er love Alex tan guo sheng . :DDD

2009-02-26T15:37:00.000-08:00

Guys , i'm going for a long mia pretty soon ,
I'm gonna change for better .
For him , for my parents , sisters even friends .
I don't want to be like my past , do lj things , end up with lj probation :x .
I want to ton like before , having great time outside .
Hai , time faster over can ? . I miss tonning lah .

Don't contact me till i am back alright ?
Won't be answering any calls or replying any messages .
Mia-ing for weeks ? , months ? Even years i guess ?
Don't ever forget me hor ! Cause i won't forget you guys th .
Still will be blogging often bah ?

2009-02-26T15:27:00.000-08:00

You , ANG RUI WEI .
You today dua-ed me the second time hor ! :x
You don't think i am a very forgiving person .
First time you dua-ed me , you said you will come Bk , in the end ? Z!
Today is the second time , said meet 8am at Bk , what the hell you doing ? SLEEPING ?
The whole night didn't sleep cause scared i cannot wake up . I'm tired alright ? Z!
Still don't want sleep cause i am meeting you . Shag lah ! :x
I tell you ! You better better think of something make me happy .

2009-02-25T04:51:00.000-08:00

Fuck that stupid friendster ! .

Everytime sot sot one , Z!
Last time can't view friend's profile , lost all friends ?
Now is can view , but not many .
FUCK FUCK ! . Lol
Thinking should i change to facebook ?
Alot people starting to use liao :x , Even my dad ?
He don't use to use com , then his friend asked him sign up for facebook .
He started snatching computer from me ! Roarrrrrrrs , :x

Meet up with levin @ 8plus , went her house downstair's coffce shop eat . Full :x ,
Ahtong came after that .
Walked to wampoa & headed to ahtong's house . Omg , leg pain !
Fuck far , and we walked here and that . :x
Up to his house & watch some kind of ghost movie ?
Didn't see much as i felt asleeppppppppp .
Maybe is i really used to nightlife & tonning lerh .
Just i at night can't get to sleep , but morning feel super duper sleepyyyyy !
Fuck that stupid probation lahhhh .
Noon time , went eat at the nearest coffce shop , off to block20 to buy contrast ciggs .
Headed to boonkeng next , passed by bendemeer sec & saw justine didi :D
Walked with him to Bk , and he went off to matthew's house first .
We went bendemeer mall & bought things , up his house .
Slack slack slack . Boring :x , ANG RUI WEI ! , you today dua-ed me .
You said you will come bk , in the end ? Three quarter body also don't have . Wth !
Think of something to let me forgive you hor . ( :
Slacked till 7plus , i walked home . Nights !

2009-02-23T08:50:00.000-08:00

I just want to be like the past , the old me .

I miss those happy mermories ,
I miss my school but not studies ,
I miss sec one life ,
I miss class 1c ,
I miss how me & friends scolded the teacher ,
I miss 1c making noises ,
I miss smoking outside the school with sisters and friends ,
I miss going bugis for shopping ,
I miss slacking at void deck for a very long time ,
I miss walking from place to place ,
I miss how we sisters teases each other ,
I miss tonning with lots of friends ,

I miss those nightlifes ,

I miss my winnie the pooh ,
I miss my contact lens ,
I miss those days that i ran away from home ..

Just i miss alot things . Hai .

Mostly , i miss him ! . D:
Miss the past mermories we had ,
Miss how he held my hands ,
Miss how we held my waist ,
Miss those jokes he used to tell me ,
Miss the smiles he had ,
Miss the laughters we had ,
Miss the way he used to look at me ,
Miss how he kiss my cheeks ,
Miss how he kiss my lips ,
Miss those nights that we chatted on phone ,
Miss those name you used to call me ,
Miss taking pictures with you ,
Miss going out with you ,
Miss the way you hugged me ,
Miss how you love to tease me ,

I miss everything about you , everything , just everything .

Edited ,
I miss how i took picts in the past ,
I miss my fringe in the past ,
I miss how i used to stare at the mirror all day ,
I miss primary school ...

2009-02-23T04:09:00.000-08:00

Time pass , humans do change .

Didn't had a wink for 2 days , i just can't get to sleep ?
Meet lavin & ahtong at my house downstair , grabbed pearl milk tea and headed to boonkeng for slacking .
Jio-ed mattew & co . toooooo ! :D Miss them ohhhh .
It has been a long time since i came boonkeng .
Well , times passed and everyone changed . All own their own ways liao . :x
Sisters that i had , contact lesser and lesser already . Hai ...
mattew & ruiwei had new angkongs ! . Niceeeeeee siol , jealous !
Cause their is bigger than mine ! , I'll upload it when i get a chance to take photo .
Slacked at mattew house to kill time , ._.
6plus , walked back to kb . Ate prate and headed home .
Hom-ed and went Ntuc buy hair dye . I want my hair to turn gold ! :DDDD

2009-02-20T05:14:00.000-08:00

What is really sisters ?

Hey , what are really friend ?
I looked you as my sister yet you backstabber me , all shoot me is i only do ?
Because of you wanted your records to be clean , shoot me only izzit ?
Said i do , you never .
Cause i treat you as my sister . I dare not tell the police that you did it tooooo .
I keep saying don't know .
In the end , i get arrested while you can get to go home .
I was locked more than 12 hours , even though i not scared locked up .
But you like that shoot me , don't you feel guilty at all ?
I'm sure you will get this thing called ' rebutrition ' one , don't you worry . :D

Shootkia , you go suck core lah hor , :x .
I won't let you like that run off th , i make sure .

2009-02-16T00:59:00.000-08:00

Will we really last till the end ?
Will we last like others do ?
Will you cherish me , love me , care for me ?

I boredddddddd-s ! Rotting at home lah dude .
Thanks mon , for not giving me any key ,
which means i locked at home ohhhh . D:

Hmmm , shall i go find my dearest laopo later ? Well ?

2009-02-14T04:17:00.000-08:00

Happy valentines day to my (L) . (:
Those with stead , must last long uh !
Those who is single now , hope you will find your love one soon alright ?

I miss my ex-boyfriend manz .
Wondering he celebrating with who siol ? Fuck Fuck Miss Him .
Maybe is time i shall forget about him ? , let past be past bah ?
Venessa ! SMILE HOR .

Spent the day at vivo with my dearest snow sister . :D
I fucking miss her i know , It has been so long since i saw her .
Window shopping to pass time ? Bored ,
Went eat while waiting for her friend to arrival , eat & decided to spent the rest of the time at the arcade .
As time passed , i getting tired & tired .
7plus , i trained home with snow sister , as she is meeting other friend .

Laopo , where the hell you been ? Can't contact you siol . ):
You say you want me to be your valentines the , cannot bluff hor ! . :D

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Tonned at bugis esc for once again .
With landl , LAOPO& more . Even my dearest dajing was there lah .
Back to the pash oh ? , Haha .
Slacked at mac , esc was fucking bored , somemore i never play com leh ,
So 6plus i bused home .
Actually got langsai today neh , i tired untill cannot make it .
Whatever , they already used not having me around le , so why care ?
Just want to spend the rest of my days , weeks happily .
Kinda feel like going back school study , i miss 1c , 2c .
I miss the joys we had during sec1 ,
The ways we play jokes on teachers & classmates .
The times where we work together as a class , fighting for first .
No matter how bad we are , we still try our best on everything .
Even how noisy we are , we just wanna celebrate childhood eh , (:

Just i miss alot things ...

2009-02-09T00:23:00.000-08:00

Time just heals everything right ?

Past is past , there is no way i can rewind it ,

If really there's a chance , i'm sure i hold him tight & never let go .

Seeing other couple together just make me envy & heart pain .
Why can't i last every love that i wanted ?
I know i used to be a hongster , but i changed over some reason .
But when i really cherish this person that i had ,
he will alway leave me in the end like nothing happened before .
He lied to me alot of things but i still pretend that nothing happened .
I cried for him , just he don't seems to care at all , don't seems to know it .
Even his friends cared alot more than him , care & concern about me .
Break , say ? No need make me excuses that you kena caught ,

I not dumb after all , if really you kena caught , you'll go in lock up & phone will be switch off .
I know you still love you ex girlfriend alot .
You said you no longer love her , but you think i ahdai or what ?
No eyes to see ? . Can't feel anything ? . Even outsiders can see lah .
You even kept every single message she sent you & all her photo in her phone .
Isn't this obvious enough that you really love who already right ?
Then from th starting , you shouldn't say you love me & you make me belives that you really love me .
You know cause of you , i broke up with a stead that truly love me , care for me ?
You know when i broke with him , how many people scolded me ?
Now my sister stead with him , i see already ? My heart aches like there's no tml ?
Cause i really thought you would last with me , love me , care for me till th end .

All fairytales story again , there is no happy ending after all ?

Maybe someone is right ? . All guys cannot trusts .

Forget it , perphers i already used to it , tears started less & less to flow .
Maybe this is really so what called " retribution " ?

2009-02-02T19:02:00.000-08:00

Do sister really last ?

Sisters , we are drifting every minute , every second don't you think so ?

Remember the past where we will be alway together ?

Facing every thing together no matter what happened .
Slacked together with serangoon brothers ? ,

Tonning & singing songs together ? , Even thought we quarrels .

But we became closer & closer each time we quarrels .

But why ? After one super heavy storm , we drifted .

Like we don't know each other , you and she , she and me .

From strangers to friends , from friends to sisters . Now ? Back to square 1 .

If time really can be rewinded , just if time can really be rewinded .

I want the four if us to be like the same , having so much fun . :D

2009-01-22T15:55:00.000-08:00

Is these funs going to disappears ?
Back home from tonning !. (:

Meet lavin at 1plus , went have our meals at nearest coffce shop .
Bused to serangoon meet guoliang & friends .
Slack slack slack , bored can ? . Then brothers came , at least not so bored . (:
Slack till night , clarice & shirley came , i miss you sisters .
Decided to ton for night , with brothers & alot thing jsut happened in that few hours .
Rather don't talk about it , just make me mood swing . Roars !
Mignight , willy brother drove us to frangrance hotel at gelyang , open 3 rooms
Just fucking fun , I bathed 2 time , LOL and one time with sisters oh !
Slack slack slack & morning i bused home sweet home . (:

Going back school ?

2009-01-19T01:42:00.000-08:00

Kiss me like there's no tomorrow , :D

The bugis sisters , (: . Last ?

2009-01-17T11:23:00.000-08:00

Kiss me gently in the dark when no one knows .

Meet lavin @ her house downstair & bused to bugis OG look for her mother .
Had our meals at there , then baby came find us .
Slacked & walked around , went junction look for Dajing ! , cigg & chatted .
Weiming & stead was fucking long ?
Arrivals & went street find daryl and co . Bored :x
Saw alot familars faces around oh , :D Haha !
Dinner-ed @ Ljs , 8plus . Baby , weiming & co . bused home .
So me & lavin went bigbird find yaofeng & co . Saw chong toooooooo !
Saw sarah & velda , then went street shopping .
The four of us bought elmo tee together & spent alot time in th handdicap toilet @ junction ,
it was really dame funny i tell you . Haha , :D
Something happened butonly we four know right ? .
Actually decide to ton at bugis but it was just too bored , mignight we walked home .
Sorry for the pangseh , sisters .

Tonning with lavin tomorrow . :DDDD

2009-01-16T23:09:00.000-08:00

Alex Lee ROCKS to the MAX !
16Jan'09 ; Our story starts here & never end , :D
Baby , i make sure i last this love alright ?

Yesterday afternoon went courts with my father for my last time cases ,
they said if everything is successful , i have to go in remands for 5weeks next friday .
Goosh , i gotten miss him lah , & i gotten be somekind of ugly beatty eh . Sigh ,

6plus meet lavin under her blk & bused to DowntownEast ,

I swear that the bus was fuck cold .
Smoked & meet baby & co. , slacked & slack .

Went see movie , th red cliff @ 9.45 , It was so touching , ! . Trust me . :D
Aft watching for so long untill 12.30 plus , went smoke & listen song .
Damn freezing , went underground seven11 buy cup noodles eat & drinks .
Slack slack , walked here & there , & i sweared that everytime i ton @ pasir ris surely kena screened , and this time ton was 2 times , th day before also 2 times eh . LOL ! :x
Baby & co. all slowly went home cause tired so left me , dick , lavin and jasper slack .
Took first bus home & sleep .
Meeting baby & co. at bugis later eh . (: , I MISS HIM FUCKING LOTS .

2009-01-15T20:39:00.000-08:00

May god bless me later .
I sweared i learnt my lesson eh , & i want enjoy my childhood .
Night going find alex & co. for movie , :DD Maybe tonning bah , :x .

2009-01-15T02:59:00.000-08:00

No more going dead ! :D

Post like there is no tomorrow .

Just i know i super duper long time never post ler & i not gotten keep this blog dead ! , :DD
Errrrms , where should i start ? .

Think i should look for a brand new blogskin as mine is messed up already .
These days keep hanging around & i pon-ed alot days of school , tonning & tonning .
Past days been tonning with lavin , erzi , daniel , kenneth , alex & co. ,
Later think gotten meet up with alex awhile as he is somewhere nearby my house .
Just meet awhile cause i going tpy see my baby cousin eh ! & she is fucking cute i tell you .
Hmmm & also these days keep going for lion dance .

MY HOBBY MAHS , lion dance can just solve everything in me . I love it lah , :D

Fucking hate this step power dog guy .
Make me & sister went in lock up again ! , Nabeicheebye .
Just talking of him make me dulan again & i sweared i never gotten talk to him again .
Everything from my life just changed .
Sister relationship broked up , b/g relationship keep falling , records getting more .
Hai , how i wish i never had done anything wrong , how i wish time can be rewinded .
I just miss th past , where can enjoy all the fun together , but i think i never get this chance again , i stepped wrong & can never be turned back .

WISH ME GOOD LUCK TOMORROW GUYS . (:

2009-01-03T06:39:00.000-08:00

Didn't attend first day of schl , cause damn bored :D
So woke up at 12 plus , bath & etc . 1,2plus meet jan at my house there & went eating at th nearby hawker center .
Ate & bused t bugis look for botak & friends .
5plus i left bugis & head to tampiness to find braudon & co. , chatted & cigg .
At night , tonned with xavier & ahgirl . BOREDDDD ! ):
10plus , went over to tmart find shirley , xiaohui & co. , chatted awhile bused back to 800plus .
On th way in th bus to inter , th bus driver very guailan bodoh , pointed middle finger & quarrelled with an old uncle that look 70plus .
Feel like giving that drive one big slap lah , z .
Morning took first bus to tpy find my mother , slept woke up & bused home .
Homed & use com awhile , went bugis find jan & co.
Untill 9plus , i bused home . BORED lahs , tml gotten buy my new shoes & etc . (:

2009-01-01T10:18:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year Everyone !

Meet up with Jan @ 2plus at my house there & bused to hougang find joshua take things ,
reach there he was like very pekcek lo , cause he waited for me damn long lers , SORRY !
Accompanied him wait for weijun come , chatted & bought cigg
& cabbed to bishan meet up with shirley & co. talk things .
Finish talking @ around 5,6plus & me , jan & botak trained to Bugis . (:
Went street walk walk & I MISS MY SHOPPING CAN ? . :x , Aft that went Mos buger find botak & co.
Chatted with them & slack slack at there , 8plus down to B1 for snapping but i didn't snap much cause i'm super duper ugly that day . HUGE PANDA EYE EH , ! :x
9plus , continued slacking aft awhile me , jan , botak , kennethe , yvonne , stanley & jan's three friends ,
Walked to the esplannet planning to watch th fire work but never in th end ,
Cause of too much people & our lazyness so slacked at there awhile , 10plus we bused back to bugis .
Me & yvonne went eat chicken rice while th rice slacked at mos buger .
While eating , waited for shanji to come , he was like fucking long eh ? .
Aft eating , went mac find jan they all & cigg ,12 striked & we only heard th fire works but can't see anything . LAUGHT ! .
Botak they all wanted to play dota so we went Ecs . I can only say dota SUCK ! ,
Slack at street with jan's friend & shanji . Cigg & chitchatted . :D
Time really passes really fast lah ! . 2am le & shanji gotten go home cause of his tagging . :(
But but ehs , thanks shanji for th cigg yeas . I won't forget th lahhhs !
So we sent him to take cab & continued slacking , yvonne came down aft that & her friends came find us .
Cigg & chitchatted usually , laught laught laught non-stopped eh . Haha !
3,4plus botak they all came down & they going eat prata , but we never follow cause why ? SIAN
Kelly came , we chatted awhile & off we go to mac slack ,
Guess what ? Yvonne talked like machine gum nonstop lehs . Lol ,
Lied on th table & slowly i fall fast asleep , woke up the sky already started turning blue .
Walked to Bk actually want find someone but can't find so we went back Ecs ,
Slacked while & while walking to th busstop , i saw ahdan .
He was weraing sun glasses & i felt funny so i took off his sunglasses , his left eye was damn swollen . He told me he fought , Hais ! MY POOR AHDAN .
Chatted & i bused home , dye black , bathed & sleep . TIRED , :x

2008-12-24T10:00:00.000-08:00

Ton ton ton , already for 4days le man , & i'm fucking tired .

23dec/tue
Ton-ed with lavin , angel , yaofeng , yuxuan , samuel ,botak & one more girl .
Meet up @ 12plus , eat roti prata again ! . Lol ,
Aft that , went playground there slack & waited for lavin & angel t come down , pg pg pg . Z!
Zobaey fun , but it started raining after awhile . So we went under void deck slack , had lot of lot of lot of fun siol . (: ,
Then 2,3 plus me & yaofeng went seven-11 buy drinks & food .
When we going back , saw police screening them . Lol , cause too noisy then ppl complain .
4plus , i went home changed & went find them again , :x

-24dec/wed
Took th very first bus went yishun find wanyi , she's sleeping so sound man ! .
& thanks yuxuan for accompanying me . (: . Meet up soon alright ?
Z! . Bused t her friend's house & bryan came fetch us . Wanyi keep sleeping siol , then reach there le . Pg , slack slack slack . & 9plus went food court eat .
Went find willson aft that , walked t safra then pg again , lol .
Went arcade , pool play play play then slack . Z! . 2,3 plus i bused home sleep .
Till 6plus , bath & etc . Went serangoon meet up lavin , angel & xueyi .
Trained t town with melvin & one more cute guy . (: , walk walk .
Then went taka find gabriel they all , eat fast food & slack .
OMG ! I saw my BABY LEXIAN ! I damn miss her siol , she with grabriel they all . Lol,
She is damn fucking chio lahhhhs ! . JEALOUS ! :x
Then then , don't know what time went don;t know where , meet up with th rest . (:
Walked t siling tower there , meet up with alot people , slack slack cigg . (:
1 plus , cabbed t bugis with shanji & friends . Ate & i cabbed home .
Bath & etc , went down my house there meet up with yaofeng & samuel .
Ate & went slacking , botak , chris & stanley came aft that & i went home around 5plus .

-25dec/thur
Woke up 3plus , bath & etc . Preparego yishun find bryan & friends . (:
Shall be back yeah .

2008-12-23T00:45:00.000-08:00

-21dec/Sun
Didnt go anywhere in the day & night tonned with botak they all (:
Yaofeng sehseh zibaey cute lohs , really . No offences .
Slacked at my house's playground there fr alot alot hours & we keep taking 7eleven things but that china man still don't know . Lol
I want my nightlife back manz . ! (:

-22dec/Mon
Woke up at 1.3opm , bathed & etc .
Bused to chinatown find my mother at 2plus .
Cabbed t Amk north hq report , $12 plus lo , so expensives . Z!
Reported & cabbed back t chinatown . I went home , changed & went down bugis find botak they all , saw alot of familar faces ehhhs . (:
Went Ljs went lynn sister , saw her & gave her a bigbig hug ! . I miss her manz .
Had my meal at there & saw xiaoboi there t . So chatted witth him , then went outside smoke with him .
They going play pool , so i go with botak they all .
Went street & i bought one white henniken tee , slack slack .
Went junction t help chris buy makaras for his sister & a belt for his father .
7plus , don't know walk where t have dinner & aft dinner , went 13th floor slack & cigg .
Walked back t street at 8plus & i bused home . (:
2am, went down my house there th prata shop meet up with yaofeng , lande , marlyn , samuel , stanley ton . (:
Aft eaten , bought cigg & went t the same playground slack slack . (:
Boreddddd ! But can say have fun t , chitchatted here & there .
5,6plus i walked home & msg samuel for awhile . Then i SLEEP , cause i fucking tired lah .

-23dec/Tue
Actually today buying my school books th , but i woke up at 3plus .
Then the school bookshop already closed , so i chatted with xiaosnow, sister on th phone (:
Wondering tml going where eh ?,
Sisters they all wanna go town areas .
& maybe meeting wanyi tml ? . Idk :x

& my damn hair is getting thicker & thicker each day !
I wanna cut it lah ! . (:
I want SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING !

2008-12-21T08:05:00.000-08:00

Last time th photo me & babyjianing took th (: ,
I know i look like a nerdddd . :x

2008-12-21T00:19:00.000-08:00

Ytd night chatted with chong all th way till 4plus ,
that stupid LUZIFA , tell me 3plus call him go ton then he ownself at home sleeping !

04.16pm , 21dec'08 .
Attached t jasmine , xinganbaby . (:

2008-12-19T22:18:00.000-08:00

Happy 3rd Month , ZUEN Candydolly , &

Happy 1st Moth , JOCEYLN Lesles !

12 plus bused t tpy inter meet chong & friends .
Chong pei me go mac eat breakfast/lunch .
1,2 plus bused t gelyang bahru find bodok slack , walked fucking long long time then reach his ahma's house . He go take money .
Bused to bugis @ 3plus , in the bus snapsnap (: . Awhile later , ahbao boarded th bus .
Meet up with chris & one more guy .
Chong went play p0ol , then we went street shop for chris's & mine pant .
It was super duper hot & fucking alot ppl lo . Z!
4,5 plus went mos buger there slack awhile , then pei botak's fr go take bus then i go LJS buy french fries & saw lynn sister . (:
Aft that , i bused t tpy find my brother .
8,9 plus went find xiaoshawn & friends .
Laught out loud! They kena jam in th lift . Then i waited downstair for sihwee sweetipie , her stead & one more guy .
She & her stead have some misunderstanding . Z! But it's alright now (:
Slack slack then 2more guy came look for us . 10,11 plus i walked home .
Actually going find they all at midnight th , then i lied on th bed & fall asleep .

Later going meet ahdan at tpy interchange . (:
Back , (:
Meet ahdan at inter & went walk walk , eat .
5plus he mrt t bugis & i walk home .
6,7 plus went find junjie at shawn's house awhile .

2008-12-17T06:43:00.000-08:00

Never ending loves .

-12dec/Fri
Stay at home all day . (:

-13dec/Sat
Went my mother's place , accompanied her . Went there th night market see see etc .
Meet up with Shihwa ahmei t , (: . Saw her & i gave her a big big heart .

-14dec/Sun
When meet Jazreel & xiaosnow sister around 6plus at junction8 .
Gave both of them BIGBIG hugs . Awww , i miss them lah ! (:
Went prime market there settle something .
8plus , bought cigg & bused t tpy , & home sweet home .
Bathed etc . 11plus , junjie & bingbing come my house there find me ton .
Walked t Cheers buy something eat & back t xiaoshawn's house & slack .
Slacked , talk , cigg & 1 , 2 plus went cheers t buy food again . COLD ! D:
Saw tehno & friends , chatted awhile & off we go . (:
Sleep all th way till plus , junjie pei me go home & he went back shawn's house .

-15dec/Mon
Woke up 3plus th next day , bath & etc .
Trained down t my mother's shop , she gave me money & prepaid card .
Ask me go chintown shop shop first cause she's busy . Lol
Bought one spagetti stripe & walked alot .
Bused back t tpy @ 8plus , went get my handphone thing & a short .
Aft that , i bused t my own home . (:

-16dec/Tue
Satyed at home all day sleeping (:

-17derc/Wed
-Woke up at 12plus , bath & etc . (:
3plus bused down t bugis meet up with jazreel & xiaosnow sister . (:
Awww , i miss them .
But we had some misunderstanding because of one guy , lol .
Xiaosnow & that guy went off & me with jazreel went street t re-extend my hair
Shopped & cigg . (: , went junction arcade aft that .
Awhile more later , jazreel's boufr came & jazreel went extend her hair again .
Msg-ed zifa & he told me he at bugis t .
So i meet up with him & friends at bk , went cigg & walked around street .
Meet up with jazreel again aft she done her extension but she & her boyfr went off first .
So i followed zifa they all , i hate them manz . Keep disiao-ing me .
Went mos buger there slack till 6plus , saw xiaoboi at there .
I keep taking his french fries & played with him (:
Awhile later , saw lynn they all , haha . Helped ahbao take number from them , (:
6plus , off t arcade . Some play lan & th rest of us went B1 cigg & take pictures .
7plus , went eat dinner (: with stephannie & friends .
8plus , cheong , chris & zifa accompanied me back home . Thanks (:

I will upload the picts taken asap cause my usb cable lost . Z!

2008-12-08T12:05:00.000-08:00

Loves in th greatests sins.

-6dec/Sat
Meet up with sweetsweet @ 7plus , then cab t Dte find trisha & settle something, went eat mac. 1o, went escape played & snap snap . Untill 2plus, bused back t hougang . Trisha went home & me pei sweetsweet go home sleep. 5plus, walked t mall & i bought one tee. Bused t bedok find baby aft that .

-7dec/Sun
12plus , meet up with Leeling & sweetsweet @ Mall , arcaded & toilet for snap snap & went eat . Aft eating, saw suaiming the, we go try try about out boygirl r/s . Something bad happened & i dont wanna say lerh .

-8dec/mon
I stayed at my mother house whole day , never go out . I am a good girl ehhhhs .
I don't want courtcase lerhs , i don't want probation or girl home . I want t ton & ton .
Last chance & i swear i will be gooddddd .

-9dec/tue
Awww, meeting sweetsweet later @ 6.30 in serangoon inter ehhh . :D
Shall post again when i am backkkkk .
Now at xinde's house posting yeahs , actually meeting sweetsweet at 6.30 but she is late 30min. Laughts ! , ate mac & went buy cigg @ 238 . Bused t mall buy breakfast fr xinde & went his
house . (: Slack @ his house untill 7plus, went plaza eat dinner & i went home (:

-10dec/wed
Stayed at home th whole day , life fr me was all just a lie . Nothing is real, how i wish i were not born .

Hey baby,
I dont want any quarrels with you anymore.
I dont want you t be with me anymore if you dont love me.
I will learn t let it go .
Just tell me what you really want & i do it .
If you no longer love me , just tell me .
I dont want a person that dont love me t be with me.
If time can be rewinded, i swear i wil be a better girlfr, a better partner.
I want our love t be like th past,
I never regretted loving you onces & will never regretted .

2008-12-04T08:18:00.000-08:00

Well, i shall just do a simply post , :x

Woke up ar 2plus, bath etc & bused t tpy meet my brother ,
it was raining so heavily siol .
I waited fr so long fr my brother t come & featch me ,
then i wet up house rest awhile , used com & watch cd .
5plus, Mrt-ed t yishun meet up with larry .
Walked t Qingde's there , they doing annivary .
Chatted , & waited fr qingde's lion dance t come .
Lion danced & chatted with quite afew of them . :D
10plus ended & home sweet home .

2008-12-03T08:42:00.000-08:00

Bring me back t th past , will you ?

Woke up @ 1plus , someone handphone no battery ! .
Arrrgh, sorrryyy ! Laopo & candydolly fr not meeting you all today so called put you two areoplane ? , Hp no batt & by th time i reach home is already 3plus
Next time i comfirmed will go out with you two th , (:
Reach home, bathed & start using computer , 7pm bused t Sengkang meet aaron then meet melvin.
Walked t Francis's house there & started training , TIREDD ! ,
Aft training, 10pm + , went Jalan Kayu eat rotiprata , & thanks adrian fr th treating me. (:
Home & started using com,

Tml meeting Larry @ 6+ Yishun Mrt going qingde's anni . (:
Hahaha ! Can see shuaige lerhs , JKJK .

2008-12-02T10:24:00.000-08:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH, JASMINE BAOBAO ! <3

Meet up with Ziling Lesbee partner 11plus @ Mall,
aft smokings & think where t go,
We going bugis, first t find my Baobei Jianing ! ,
Second t ask fr job vancy . :D , Ziling want do & make make make money !
Jianing told us that 1hour is $4, if work 10hr per day got $40 already .
Then if work fr 10days is $400 & on month is $400 x 3 = $1200 siol !

Laught ! I feel like quitting school lohs & work @ Bugis street , quit worth it & can get t walk around & buy nice nice cloths ehhh . Someone my house quite nice .
Aft walking fr awhile, went Ljs to have breakfast/lunch , then went junction fr walking.
Saw alot alot very cute stuff ehhhs . :x I WANT !
Aft walking, trained t Kovan walk walk, saw Jocelyn zuai & her fr .
She told me that she saw dear at Cp just now . Lol , :x
Walked here & that, it's bored manz ! , bused to Mall, long trip eh !
Th bus went rounding here & that , walked around around .
Meet up with Peiling, Huiying & Trisha @ 5plus , went smoking & head to th arcade .
Peiling & Huiying played drums , aft awhile Liling came but Ziling went off , D:
Sadded ! Lesbeee , i will jio you soon th . Dont worry ! Imy manz .
Continued slacking & chatting , when i saw Jinhong i chuatio bodoh, is like he suddenly appeared & i is like freaking long never see him lerhs ,
But then i didnt talk untill , is not he look at me, then i look at him . :x
Slacked untill 11plus , bused to kovan & i bused home . :D
Planing t go xiaoshawn's house later when my mother is sleeping eh . :x ,BOREDDD !

I'm just a ordinary woman who eill love & care fr you alway .
I love you truly & all i can do fr you , it's from my heart .

2008-12-01T08:08:00.000-08:00

3pm meet Jazreel @ Bedok mac , at bedok inter going find Jazreel saw dear, LOL
Walked with him to inter find jazreel , :D .
Waited fr her to finish her work & walked to her house .
Went buy cigg first, it was a small boy working ehh , :D He's like damn stupid lohs .
We want buy, he take fr us th cigg cause th owner sleeping . Laught !
Went over to her house & slacked awhile .
Waited for Jazreel to bath & etc . Well, she's th birthday girl mah . So must dress untill very nice, & she wore my black skinny & a vest i bought her, it was very nice & cute eh :D
Went salon & Jazreel ask th hairdesser to style her hair & it was ex manz !
Costing us $28 . Wthhh~ Quite worth it bah i think . :D
Walked to Mac with her mother & Justine . Went mac to celebrates & cut th cake .
Aft waiting fr so so so long, it's time to cut th cake . :D
AWWWW! Th boyfr was so sweet manz .! Gave her bouquet of roses & BIG present.
If dear got her boyfr th 10% , that will how nice ! :DDDD .
Eaten & bused to Safar find Xiaosnow,Lihui & ahboy .
Actually wanted to play pool, but both pool shop was like all taken . Then if want write name first, need wait very long . D:.
So decided to slack slack & cigg , 8,9 plus bused to Tm for dinner .
& played in th open plaza . :D It was so fun manz ! .
10.30pm bused to bedok inter & i bused home while Jazreel they all went Mac slacking.

2008-11-30T19:46:00.000-08:00

Lol, my brother bought breakfast fr me & even uses his money buy ?
That was mercury ?. Everytime i asked him help me but thing,
he can at there kpkb very very LONG . So, thanks yeahhhhh .
Now aft bathing, waiting fr hair to dry & time to pass , 3 going mac find her eh .

& onces again. HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO JAZREEL ! ,
Passerby passed her blog must give her ur wish okay ? .

2008-11-30T08:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAZREEL ! , < 3
Already 15 le uhhhhs , Haha ! Stay cute & pretty alright ?

Meet dear at 12plus in bugis , sorry uh ! , I late again . :DD
Shopped fr Jazreel's birthday present , bought one black vest & Elmo tee fr her,
Hahaha! All i chose th lehhhs , see my tastes so good . Jealous right dear ?

Went junction food court fr our lunch , eat my fried rice again . :D
Shopped at first floor , & i bought a Hp keychain with dear's BIG BIG name .
3plus, bused 198 to bedok , it was long long trip .
Alighted @ inter & went et mac eat , aft that bused to justine's house .
He's going fr friend's chalet . Lol, & we passed to present to Jazreel, she saw th things & was very happy . :D , Haha! I know what you like right ?.
Aft awhile aft justine leave th house & head fr Bedok Mrt, he called us & told us to go there cause he was kena caught , choinging in th Mrt without a pass & need to fine fr it . Laughs !
Passed him $10, & went mac slacking . Then walked back to Jazreel's house . :D

7,8 plus , we went Bedok central buy white tube .
At first we tried a few shop including this fashion but dont have th colour we want , so we went Ck buy . But to me , th tube fr freaking short . Lol
In th end, i bought it with Jazreel & went hunting fr heels .
Looked at alot places but still couldn't find it . Th last shop we went is CRAZYSHOES i think & i bought a black heels costing me $10 .
Walked back to Jazreel's house & dear gotten go fr meeting . Imy manz ! D:
Arrrgh, Nbm ! Tml still will be meeting you ehhh . I love you .

Dear, i'll make sure we last this love okay ? <3

2008-11-29T05:29:00.000-08:00

Meet up with dear at bedok inter , bused to justine's house .
Jazreel today never qo work as she's not feelinq well . Justine keep on sleepinq like piq , :x
2plus, Mrt to buqis watch movie , watch th chintwawa show, quite nice :D
Aft that walked around Bugis & saw Babyjianing & jocelyn working .Imy them ! .
Actually afr movie, me & jazreel planned to qo tamp fnd Lihui, then we Mrt-ed untill dont know which stop, she called us & told us she at bugis with xiaosnow already . Lol!
Then we trained back , dear & justine went tamp fr meeting .
Reach there, meet up with them & went arcade there play play slack slack .
Then 7,8plus went street, i bought one long sleves shirt . :D , Aft slacking awhile , i bused home,

Dear, i promise i will love you fr life okay ? <3

2008-11-28T08:43:00.000-08:00

12plus meet dear at bus , he aboard at kallang Mrt there .
Hehehe ! Sorrryyy lei , make you wait me fr so long , next time wont th . :D
Bused to bedok, went mac first, then cannot find jazreel so we bused to justine's house first.
Slacked & cigg with him , 4plus jazreel came back , she bath & etc, justine & dear then need go friend's birthday . Pangseh-ed me ! , D:.
Then me & jazreel with eat dinner, i bused to Sengkang fr lion dance training aft that.
Training was totally bored ! . I really got nothing to do , new comers learning alot things,
Then i sit at one conner alone, derrick & co. came accompany me , aft that alot people started coming . Lol , :D
Aft training, went 401 eat with Derrick & co . Ate Rotiprata ehhh , :D
Heheh ! I kena scolded by aaron today cause i sit not like a girl ! . RAWRS !

Dear, i miss you lahs .
Thanks fr everything you did fr me today including you snatching to pay th cigg fr me! :D

2008-11-27T08:47:00.000-08:00

2plus meet Bernie at my house downstair ,
Bused to Toapayoh , actually want go wake that stupid andrew up ! .
Say today want go bugis buy cloths th lei ! , RAWRS ! .
In th end also dont have , i went my mother's house slack slack .
5plus , bused to bedok to meet Jazreel , @ Bedok inter saw Shawn ! , :DDDD
He chuatio , Haha . Meet up with Jazreel at Mac, then bused to Lihui's house .
Ate & slacked awhile , went 400plus find her fr .
It was boreddddd manz ! , D: . Nothing do lohhhhs .
8,9plus , me & Jazreel bused to bedok then Lihui bused to Tmart .
Waited fr Jazreel to do her things then we went down slack awhile ,
Aft that i headed home , chatting with shawn now . :D

2008-11-27T05:51:00.000-08:00

2008-11-26T08:01:00.000-08:00

Meet up with Bernie & Andrew in topayoh interchange @ 2plus,
Bused to my house , waited fr me to change cloth then bused to Bugis .
Walked around bugis street see cloths for Bernie , Andrew buying fr him formal.
Walked here & there, saw Sihwee sweetiepie with her stead . Goshs ! Imy .
& walked walked, i saw Jocelyn zuai ! She working at bugis street somewhere.
I miss th two of them lahs ! Waited fr Kirby to come @ 5plus,
Went eat chicken rice , then bused to my house . I changed & take shoes .
Go fr training , then Andrew going gelyang meet someone then me,kirby & Bernie walked to Boonkeng Mrt take train to Sengkang, then Bernie take train again go home . Lol
Trained Lion head again, no energy lerh ! , ROARS ! . 11 reached home . :D
Tml going there again , I no money lei ! , Andrewwww ! Buy one tee fr me lei .

2008-11-25T07:24:00.000-08:00

Meet up with Kirby at my house downstair @ 12plus .
Aft that meet up with Bernie at kallang Mrt station .
Cabbed down to bugis , i went shopping shopping @ bugis street , :x
Hehehe ! Bernie keep helping me take my stuffs, thanks uhs ! :DDD
2plus went junction foodcourt , we three ate fried food , So full bodohhh ! .
Waited fr Chintat to cab down at 3plus , accompanied him to eat ,
Boughted next chill .
4plus, cabbed to Parklane play pool, & Kirby,chintat went play 1 hour lan .
Me & Bernie played pool, Hahaha ! Bernie keep water fall lohs ! , ;DDD
5plus, cabbed down to my house there .
I went home & put my stuff, bathed & meet them downstair ,
Sorry fr keeping you all waiting so long , i know i do things very slow . :D
Kirby & chintat bused to Macpherson there play lan again ,
Me & Bernie went toapayoh , walk walk & see got any shoes fr him .
Walked here & there, slacked at mac aft there , went entertainment see got any movies watch,
Actually watching movie th, then like got no movie see , jiu never watch .
Went eat at th nearby foodcourt , cigg toooo .
Went in Morethanwords kupped money with Bernie bought couplepouch ,
Th pouch freaking cute can ?, Kirby & Chintat then go buy cake ,
Kirby buying fr his mother's bday then Chintat idk him .
Walked to basement accompany Andrew buy cd ,
Then walked home with them . :DDD
Thanks uhs ! Tml Bernie coming find me in th morning eh , Haha ! , <3
Love you guys manz ! .

2008-11-24T02:21:00.000-08:00

I so boredddd ! , :x
Rotting at home, can't you see ?

I want go bugis shopping lahs !, DDDDD:

2008-11-23T07:34:00.000-08:00

Went help qingde today at gelyang bahru, :x, My house there lei ! .
Helped play lion head , i zibaey noob lohs ! , Z,
Hehehe ! , Keep sawing Cheekeong ! , he very cute lohs . Haha ! & he keep bully weilun! ,
Back to sengkang , went wantheng's house there slackkkkk , :D
Walked to rp eat then went mac slack, chinhwat & kirby come slack with you .
Lion dance @ Sengkang at night , welcome th vip . Till 8,9 plus .
Slacked with kirby, baby & yilong .at 11-eleven . :xxxx , Went home , :D

& derrick today asked me a stupid question , But cant tell ! :x . Hehe , :DDD
This is bu neng shou de mi mi woh ! , :xxx

2008-11-22T08:27:00.000-08:00

Cabbed down to bedok find jazreel slack . :DDD
Bought cigg & walked to bedok central .
Slacked at mac, chit-chatted & waited for lihui to come ,
At inter, meet up with justin awhile & i bought belt .
Slackeddddddd all the way @ Mac .
Went waston take one bottle makeup remover as lihui needs it .
Walked to jazreel's house at 8plus till 10 plus , bused home . :D

Nothing much happened & tml got lion dance .
Need wake up early ! , :x .
10am need reach sengkang .

2008-11-21T08:07:00.000-08:00

FUCK OFF FROM ME FAR FAR AWAY !,
I don't entertain hongster manz !,
It's really super TRUE ,Nothing last especially TRUE LOVES , :x
You hurted me again & again,I really very tired & i hate it manz .
Don't know how cherish me is you stupid, is you hong ,
SO DON'T EVER COME BEGGING ME AGAIN ! .
Cause i won't be soft-hearted & give you another chance already .
I'm not ur toy or what lei ,For you like, play . Don't like? Throw .
& stop viewing my blog everyday ,Copying those post i wrote . :x
& paste it on FRIENDSTER . :xxx
You should be very happy that i be friends with you alreadyyyy .
SO FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE .I dare write BIGBIG cause this is my Blog .
I rule this blogspot , COPY & PASTe again, I will let you know .
Please lahs, stop acting one Pure,cute & innocent infornt of me .
Cause i don't you a damn . I don't care weather you how sad or what lahs .
THAT'S UR PROBLEM LERHS , I dont care anymore . & lastly BYEBYE .

2008-11-20T04:40:00.000-08:00

LOLS, ! :x
See, i'm a good girl okay ?,
I didnt went out fr 2 days alrights & i sleep fr freaking long , :x
I miss you badly alright ? .

2008-11-18T18:32:00.000-08:00

I'm freaking BORED !,:B

Now waiting fr laogong to come my house ,
He's so long manz !

As long as i'm here,
I won't allow anybody to snatch you away .
SNATCH you?, /Die ! :x
As long as i'm here,
I promise i will love you wholeheartedly ,
Hold you tightly & never let go .

2008-11-18T08:13:00.000-08:00

Ytd 12am plus went xiaoshawn's house slacked awhile & his friends .
& 2plus i went home . Msg-ing with dennis , :D
Slept & woke up at 2plus & cabbed home , 3plus bused down hougang find dennis .
Then went find willie they all together .
Slacked, cigg , played etc till 10plus . Dennis sent me to inter & i bused home .

Knn, my father zibaey kaobei ,
last night didnt go back his house at there kaobei so much ,
Lols, i not small kid lerhs . I know what is wrong & right .
At least i still got come back okay ?, You go fuck ur mother lahs !,
Ask me go home so early fr what ? You also not at home th .
I talk to wall uhs ? Use computer still will sian th what ?.
I be with friends still can joke & have funs . Go home ownselves i talk to wall uhs ?

2008-11-16T23:39:00.000-08:00

Last night chatted on msn with wangzi ,
& on phone with shihwa . 3plus xiaoshawn called me to go tpy ton with them, Lols .
Cabbed down & bought cigg , chitchatted & went to xiaoshawn's house .
Saw shaobing at there, haha . Chatted & went sleep at 4plus, freaking tired me .
10plus leave th house & cabbed home .& Shihwa came .
Later kairu coming my house & we go work , work as icecream eh , :B

2008-11-16T09:14:00.000-08:00

These few days keep outing with Qijing,kelvin,xinjie,shaun & kairu . :D
Friday, went lan-ing .
Saturday, bought a charger & kairu came to my house , afternoon went hougang green find Qijing they all, cabbed alot times . :x , & at night i chu shi . :x, Reach home 12plus .
Today, meet up with Clarences&willie, tattoo,ed . Went find Qijing they all at hougang & bused to lan .
Tml, think will sleep alot . & kairu coming my house bah . :x

2008-11-16T06:25:00.000-08:00

START!
Rule #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game sending it to other people.

1.Do you have secrets?
Of cause, :D

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Idk, maybe ? :x

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Nopes, it sucked .

4. What is your current dream job?
Open a cookie shop with my sister ?, :X

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
I not a lesbian .O,o

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
obviously being loved lahs , Better is someone that i loves .

7. Will you forgive the person who had play around with your feelings?
Yes, we can't be enemy fr life eh . :x

8. If the person you like knows you like him/her, what would be your reaction if he/she said yes?
Of cause, i will be damn damn HAPPY ! , :DD

9. Is there anything that made you extremly happy?
Yes !, Nightlife , friends , sister & many many more, O,o .

10. What takes you down the fastest?
Th guy i loved dont love me ?, Err bad thing happened? ,

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Opening tons&tons of cookie shop with my sisters . O,o .

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Dont want tell you ! , My sisters of cause .

13. What is/are the most important thing(s) in life?
Forget & forqive cause we can't be enemy fr life .

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Hmm, married to th guy i loved alot & i dont mind beinq poor, Nothing is impossible yeahs.

15. What your favourite colour?
Black & lightpink bahs .

16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Not sure, it depends i guess. :x

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I won't fall in love in two guys, i not TIMERs .

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Yes . Forgive is th best thing to forget about th past . But i guess i will cry ?.

19. Will you confess to the person you like/love?
If i super duper duper love him . :D

20. 5 people i'm gonna ~~sabo~~: ((i dun lyk saboing!))
1) BH! Wanqzi:D
2) KAIRU! Best sister:D
3) ANGEL! Drugaddicter:D
4) JANICE! Babylaopo:D
5) MEITING! Happypill:D

2008-11-14T05:45:00.001-08:00

9,10 plus went find Xinjie at his house , waited fr him to bath
& we bused to downtown east find shaun & his friends .
Aft that bused to upper play lan , 12 plus reach there, th lan haven open ! ,
Waied untill 1plus , went eat . Gastric zibaey pain siols . D:
Laned fr 2hours plus . Lan half way Benjamin came, fucking miss him lahs ! :D
Sent Xinjie's friend to th busstop , & benjamin . Back to lan ,
Waited fr Qijing & Shaun to finish lanning, & pei shaun & qijing go eat .
Bused to Hougang Green buy bubble tea & went around shaun's house there,
Slacked with Lauren,Zian & Bryan too , :DD
That all, after that pei Xinjie go home, he very tired. Can see, :x .
Aft that, slacked with Qijing awhile & i bused home . :DDD,
Nothing much , tml meeting jianing baobei . O,o , :D

Venessa Lau Xuer Er , Loves , Aw Xin Jie .

2008-11-13T16:10:00.000-08:00

Can't sleep th whole night bodoh, DDD:
& i keep online,ing , offline,ing .
Feel like sleeping but i just cant sleep .
I think is because of quiting smoking ,
I for nothing i also kena flu .
That bodoh sister still say i cannot make it,
Well, then i should prove it to her . :D

I do love him,
So i must change myself .
I gonna prove that i'm a good girl .
I gonna prove that i'm not a smoker .
I gonna prove that i'll love him with my whole heart .
I gonna prove that i'll last very long with him
& he shall be my last ,

2008-11-13T07:10:00.000-08:00

5plus went lan find Qijing & kelvin with Kairu , :D
Lan,ed awhile then sent Kairu go busstop, she go find willie .
7,8plus . We walked to Hougang mall eat Ljs .
Then they send me home, short post yeahs . :DDD

10.47pm, 13Nov'o8 .
我忠心爱的人; AwXinJie
I want long last with you ! :DDDD

2008-11-12T09:36:00.000-08:00

I think i had fallen in loves with you,
Boy, i do love you .
Wondering will you love me too ?.
Wondering will you miss me th way i missed you?
Will you care for me th way you care for ur ex,s?
I want th ending like this pictures ,
It's very touching & lovely .
I do belives that true love exists & i'll prove it .
Just thinking of the ways you talked & jokes with me,
You are just damn cute .
Oh manz ! I'm totally in loves with you .

2008-11-12T09:00:00.000-08:00

Ton,ed on phone with Xinjie last night,
We chatted untill 6am plus, Lols, Haha ! :DDD .
Slept & 11plus, woken up by Kairu, she came my house with willie,
I went bath & etc, gun came , Chatteddd ,
Awhile later kairu called ahyong to help her buy cigg, so i pei her go down wait for ahyong .
Bought cigg & cup noodles for willie & gun,
1plus, leave my house & willie,gun chu shi, so me pei Kairu , :DD
Actually going pei her to her counselling, then she say her ahma accompanying her .
So i didnt went with her, bused to serangoon & i bused to Xinjie's house .
Kairu went serangoon north find friends awhile .
On th bus, saw jiamin . Hehe ! :DDD , She told me alot thing eh .
Reach there, waited for him to come down & we went bus stop wait fr th bus.
Qijing korkor was inside there yeahs, We bused to upper lan .
Shaun & dennise was there already . Played for hours then they go eat .
Eat & chatted half way, they make me dulan then i went home . Lols! .
On th way walking to dunno where, it was pouring damn heavily & i walked .
It was cold manz ! . Fuck , Went to a bus stop & waited for cab .
On th cab & went home for a bus .
7 plus going 8, i not so angry already & they asked me go back, so i did .
10pm, i went home . :DDD .
Thanks Qijing for alway pei,ing me wait fr th bus . Haha ! ,

Omg ! I think i falled in love with someone ! , Wthhhh . D:
What should i do now siols ? My heart is beating faster & faster lahs .!
Woahhs ! I'm totally in loved with him lahs .

New gans attachedddd. :D,
Wenci,SmilingBabe,13108 .
You cannot be replaced okay ? Ilys .

2008-11-12T06:49:00.000-08:00

1 . My full name is : Venessa Lau Xue Er .
2 . I was born on : 01 Oct 1995 .
3 . My cell phone company is : Singtel .
4 . My eye color is : Black
5 . My shoe size is : 38
6 . My ring size is : i not shure , :x
7 . My height is : 150 plus
8 . I am allergic to : Nothing bahs i guess
9 . I was born in : Kk hospital
10 . I live in : Serangoon
11 . The last book I read : Forget lerhs
12 . My bed is : Huhhhhs ?
13 . One thing you hate about yourself : FAT ! D:
14 . My favorite Holiday is : All holidays .
15 . The last three CD's I bought : forget lerhs .
16 . Last song that made me cry was : Nan ren nu ren bahs ?, :x
17 . Are you taken or Single : Single lahs .
18 . If your taken, by who ? : My lover of cause . :D
19 . Do you like being single/taken ? : I not shure, both have advantage & disadvantage .
20 . What did you do last night ? : Chat on phone with my lover , Lols

I Do (YES) , Do Not (NO) Believe In :

21. Love at first sight ? :NO
21 . Luck ? :YES
22 . Fate ? : YES
23 . Yourself ? :YES
24 . Aliens ? :NO
25 . Heaven ? : YES
26 . Hell ? : YES
27 . Ghosts ? : YES
28 . Horoscopes ? :NO
29 . Soulmates ? :YES

Which is Better ?

30 . Hugs or Kisses ? Kisses
31 . Drunk or High : High
32 . Phone or Online : phone
33 . Red heads or Black hair: both bahs , :D
34 . Blondes or Brunettes :Blondes
35 . Hot or Cold : both bahs .
36 . Summer or winter : Winter, Romancetic !,
37 . Chocolate or vanilla : Vanilla
38 . Night or Day : Night,
39 . Oranges or Apples : Apples
40 . Curly or Straight hair : Straight of cause ?

Here's What I Think About

41 . Abortion : Killing an innocent life .
42 . Backstabbers : Hmm, not fit to be a friend
43 . Parents : God, w,o them, we wont be living . :D

Last time I

44 . Went out of town : Last year bahs .
45 . Had food : Cup noodles , Hehe :D
46 . Seen someone I haven't seen in a while : my relatives bahs .
47 . Cried in front of someone ? : Yes
48 . Who is the ditziest person you know ? : Idk , :D
49 . Who makes you laugh the most ? : TanQiJing !
50 .The last movie I watched : Th coffin
51 . What I don't understand is : Friends misunderstanding .
52 . The most unsatisfactory answer I've ever received is : Haiyo, got alot lei .
53 . Something I will miss when I leave home is : My phone, fr me to chat ! D:
54 . The thing that I'm looking forward to the most : Meeting HIM , :DDD
55 . The thing that I'm not looking forward to is : Nothing ?,
56 . Tomorrow :LOls? HUh ?
57 . Today : Huh ?
58 . Next Week : Huh ?
59 . Next Summer :HUh ?
60 . People call me : TANQIJING ! ,
61 . The person who knows the most about me is : HiM & Yang Kairu of cause , :D
62 . The most difficult thing to do is : Last a true love w.o quarrelling ?
63 . I have gotten a speeding ticket : Then ?
64 . My zodiac sign is : Pig, Laught !
65 . The first person I talked to today was : Yang Kairu .
66 . First time you had a crush : When i was in pri4 if i not wrong .
67 . The one person who can't hide things from me :Kairu , she's my sister mah .
68 . Last time someone said something that you were thinking ? : NOt shure lahs .
69 . Right now I am talking to : HIM !!!! :DD
70 . What is your dream job ? : Able to open a cookie shop with kairu .
71 . First job ? : Sales , :D
72 . I have/will get a job at ? : 12
73 . I have these pets : Dog .
74 . I hope : To be with him, never separates .
75 . The worst sound in the world : Stupid vaccum sound !
76 . The person that makes me cry the most is : My parents ! , D:
77 . My girlfriend is : Laught ! I not lesbian,
78 . Florida or Hawaii :Hawaii. My favorite piece of clothing is : Idk.
79 . My favorite sport is : Lion Dance , :D
80 . Last time I cried : Last weeks back .
81 . My friends are : I have alot friends lahs , Cant possible name them out right ?
82 . My computer is : Very lousy the lahs .
83 . The school I go to is : Peicai Seconday .
84 . Last person I got mad at : That stupid hongster !
85 . The all-time best movie is : Love movies , Cause v touching mahs .
86 . The all-time best thing in the world is : Him caring & loving me .
87 . The person you like is : HIMMMMM ! &&& My sisters of cause .
88 . The person you love is : HIMMMMM lahs .
89 . The most annoying person you know is : Idk,
90 . I lose respect for people who : Are HONGSTER ! , Lols
91. The movies I have cried at are : There is quite alots .
92 . Closest friend name: Kairu lahs .
93 . Favorite web site : Friendster & blog ?, Lols
94 . I want to be : A Goodgood girl .
95 .The worst pain I was ever in was ? : Stomach cramp lahs ,
96 . My favorite word is : ILY .
97 . My room is :Huh ?
98 . My favorite celebrity is : Love annivasry .
99 . My weakness is : DK ?
100 . What I like about the opposite sex : Caring & Loving .
101 . Who broke your heart : That Fcuking Hongster.
102 . One thing that makes you feel great is : Being able to help other ppl .
103 . You filled out 200 questions because? : I not shure either , Hehe .

2008-11-11T07:20:00.000-08:00

5plus, i cabbed to Shaun's house, $15 lei ! So expensive!!! D:, Whatever lahs .
His house got him, Kelvin, Qijing, Xinjie, Jianwei . :DDD
Reach there, chatted awhile, i accompany Qijing bring Jianwei home,
Aft that , went hougang green buy fried rice fir dinner,See i so good ! , I bought 3packet lei .
Treat them eat, walked back to shaun's house .
Freaking tireddd, ! D:, Reach there, dennise& her fr was there .
Ate & chit-chat 6,7 plus . Go downstair slacked , i spared with Qijing ehs . Haha !
Saw dennise's fr, pei her walk to bus stop take bus .
That STUPID Qijing & Kelvin wanna jio her lohs ! , RAWRS lahs !,
Freaking jealoused, Haha ! Just kidding lahs . :D
Then when she board th bus, that kelvin board,ed with her lei ! Wtf .
Qijing go chase the bus end up didnt chase , he followed th bus .
Then left me, shaun & xinjie . Hehehe !, Xinjie piggyback,ed me lei !
Haha ! He almost put me in th drain lei ! You asshole ! ,
7plus, i cabbed to Sengkang for training , at first i thought i late lei !,
I reach there, a few people only .. Laughs ! Waste my money manz !
Trained at th carpark again , i today trained very less , O,o .
All give the new comers learn . Lalalala ! I want learn drum !
That stupid Derrick don't want let me learn ! Rawrs ! I boredddd lahs .

2008-11-10T23:50:00.000-08:00

Even thought you are hongster , I still miss you , D: .
Hey, is really less of me to last one month plus with ppl eh .
I thought of giving you a second chance ,
i dont know will you hurt me like before ?,
Will you let me go throught upsetting life ?,
Will you treat me the way you used to ?,
OR you will treat me more good, more caring , more sweet ?
I really dont know, i dont want to regret another time of being with you .
All i want is a guy that truly love & care about me .
Is that very diffcult ?,

2008-11-10T23:46:00.001-08:00

Weather fucking nice ,I slept till 2,3 plus .
Brush teeth & started using computer . :D ,
Stupid GARRYSEE ! , ask me wake up call him then he at there sleeping !,
Dont want answer the phone , say me pig,
He then is th real PIG ! , :DDD

2008-11-10T06:37:00.000-08:00

Meet,ed Qijing & Kelvin @ Hougangmac today , :D
So fucking th long didnt see them lerhs & I miss them ! ,
Aft having breakfast @ Mac, we went timezone .
Played alot childish games , Haha ! It was fun manz !
Then walked to ave 8 find clara , O,o.
Pei her to the bus stop then we walked to Shaun's house slacked .
Then walked to green check something & bought bubble tea . , :D
Walked to Xinjie's house, he suai need do dk what form lahs .
Then we bused to Upper around 5plus ,
Lan,ed till 7,8 plus . Dino, Zian they all came .
9plus , i bused home , That 's all . Nothing much happened . :D
I want more & more outing lahssss ! , Haha !

NewGans,
Ziling, LesbeePartneer , 111108

2008-11-09T01:17:00.000-08:00

Went out with JianingBaobei ytd at 2plus,
Ate Long john silver for lunch, after that went th bluz,
i buy i barbell cause drop & i lost it th day before .
After that, trained to Vivo City , planned to saw the sunset .
Went dicso , shopped . Boughts things , & i want buy cigg,
So Jianing bring me go cheers buy, On th way, I saw Benjamin .
Reach cheers, i comfirm cannot buy the, Underage .
Looked around & can't find any people to help us buy .
So i called Benjamin& asked him to buy, & he bought it !, Lols,
He can bought it yeahs . Haha ! , :D
Cigg with him on th skyfloor & awhile later he go lerhs .
Me & Jianing continued sitting there , slackeddddd .
Went in th shopping center again, walked here & that .
Boreddddd D:, Finally 6plus , Saw th sunset,
It was fucking th fucking beautiful lahs !,
The sun slowly slowly went down, & th sky turned dark .
Me&jianing continued sitting there & chatted .
8plus, we trained home . :D
Next week will be coming there again with more ppl i think, :D

2008-11-07T20:51:00.000-08:00

Hellooooooos !,
I meet,ing JianingBaobei later eh . :]
Hmmm, think going to vivo watch th sunset .
I miss her lahs .

2008-11-07T08:44:00.000-08:00

You fucking hongster !,
Dont think i called you means i forgiven you,
I is saw this number on th phone & idk who's,
So i calleddd, When i knew is you, i asked you for ahtong no,
Cause i want find him ugently okays ?.
Stop telling ahtong i called you means i forgiven you,
& i started talking to you,
I dont care you uses crying or what like want die,
You want you go die, !
I have no more relationship with you anymore hor !
You die or what, is none of my fucking problem .
I told you, i dont entertain hongster !,
I not ur fuck/toy replacements .
I not a toy that you want you take, you dont want,you leave it aside,
I not for you to dun like, break, like,patch .
I dont give a fucking damn to ppl like you lahs, fucker !
So you fuck off from me , Nbcb .

2008-11-07T08:30:00.000-08:00

Wake up & see th th time already 3plus .
Bath,ed & used computer .
4,5 plus atcually going meet ahtong at compasspoint th ,
then my mother suddenly called me to go her house do something,
6.30 i cabbed go Sengkang, waited for ahtong & baby ,
Stupid !, Pang-seh,ed me . Make me wait them so long then they reach ler,
zitao go in Mrt, dont know go what sokong. Laughts, what kind of friends are they?
Went meet melvin after that , waited for jason under his block .
Then 7.30 , went 7-eleven buy somthing eat, walked to Francis's house .
Meet up with th rest & moved th things , francis drove us to puggol end there for training.
Training was tiring& i sweated alot D:,
Lols, i want play dragon , they dont want let me play ! Asswhole.
10plus,Derrick drove me to my mother's house .
Staying there one night , :D . Then tml i meeting Jianing,Baobei .
I miss her lahs , & jerlyn ahtwin , why make lost th mermory card siols?
That one not mine lei !, If mine still nbm, is my friend th friend th lei , Wth!
Hey, ------ , you should know lei, she have stead lerhs & you shouldnt be jio,ing her.
Then she reject you, you want use cry as threaten ?,
Please stop making me laught out loud !,
She reject you, cause she got stead alrdy & she loves him alot .
They stead for one year plus alrdy , then you now want destroy their love?
You want to be th triangle ? , Dont you feel guilty seeing them break ?.
Please lahs, stop destroying other ppl's relationship can ?.

2008-11-06T04:13:00.000-08:00

Get out of bed when kairu&erzi reach my house . :D
Bathed&use computer, awhile later erzi went meet chintat .
Slack at my house till dont know what time, bused to chinatown .
Kairu very funny lohs, never over stop, she over stop . ! Then we took another bus go chinatown again . Lols,
Didnt sell what we wanna buy, NBM! We went walk walk awhile & i bought one pink shorts .
Bused back my house, reach my house busstop, saw ahyong .
& Asked him help us buy cigg .
Cigg&walked to gun's house downstair , waited for willie,wenhao they all come .
Then gun go home take money .
After that, went my house .
Kirby told me that got one girl ka my ljw, & he gave me th blog .
I saw it lohs, what i no friends then come find jeremy they all ? ,
Eh! You must think first lei !, do i know you ? , You anyhow ka my ljw for what ?
I tell you, you then is th real Bitch lahs ! , You wait .
Accompany willie they all wait cab at 4pm, they went lion's dance .
Then me & kairu go coffce shop eat dinner , i ate fried rice , :D
Bused to Sengkang find baby they all, slacked while .
I dont come, they say i Pangseh them , i go then they never care/entertain me ?
Laughs ! Then what th point of i going ?, Wasting my time .!
I trained home . I then dont wanna waste my time doing nothing .

NewGans,
Jaycelyn;Superglue
-061108,0928pm

2008-11-04T08:44:00.000-08:00

Bombed kairu many times just to wake her up ! , She keep sleeping .
10plus, ahtong&kairu meet @ my house downstair .
Actually wanted to take bus go bugis th , then th bus fucking long & th weather damn hot .
We cabbed there , meet up with gary&erwin there . :D
Gary rebonded his hair, quite nice but kinda weird seems to me . Maybe i not used ? ,
Lols . Well, went junction basement buy bubbletea drink .
Weather super duper HOT&i'm super duper thirsty .
Aft tht, went bugis street shop , gary&erwin last minute have taj, need rush back hougang .
Wth! Nbm, next time we go out together okays ? , Haha ! .
We went to the piercing shop first & i pierced earbone, wanted to pierce another side nose th .
Then i pierce nose so many times already, pierce untill scared lerhs . Laughts . :D
Then went shopped, i bought one white hotpant& a slipper . Spent $20 for these .
Aft tht, we went back to the piercing shop again, kairu go pierce th nose another side .
Looked weird cause th stud very big , Funny ! .
2,3plus bused to baby's house . Slack with him&cigg .
5 like tht, they all pei me go back home put my things & i changedddd .
Ate something from th night market opened my house downstair .
Back to sengkang&walked to francis house cause 7.30 lerhs .
Then 7.40 plus, we went puggol end for training & ahting,kairu go home . :D
During training, i sweated alot ! D:, it was tiring , but no choice,
i need to learn th steps of lion dance's head & gotten perform next year,
cause not enough people D:,
011009, Nine lion okays ? . Total need 21peple plus ppl playing th music,s .
& someone tht one is a Competition, cannot xiasuai th . Hais ,
Have alot fun today yeahs . Haha ! I want more lahs . :D
Meeting kairu tml again, she coming my house meet me then 2.30 she have appointment for counselling @ Amk . She kena HSA, Lols .
Don't think can meet jianing eh, sorry lei baobei ! Next time will pay you whole day th okays ?
Haha! I miss youuuuu ! :DDDD

2008-11-03T17:49:00.001-08:00

Now waiting for kairu&ahtong to come my house , :D
Later going bugis, i want pierce another side of my nose&shop for shorts .
Oh yeas, i miss ahtong ! So long didnt see him lerhs .

2008-11-02T23:29:00.000-08:00

Meet up with jerlyn ahtwin today :D .
Paisehs uhs, make you wait me so long . Asked my father to wake me up @ 9, he didnt . ! .
Went eat banmian ,
Ahtwin bought one hoodi& i bought one new black skinny .
Cigg&trained bunk , played arcade.
Then trained back to hougang mall , she go meet her stead& i bused to tpy(mother's house),
Want bring back my cloths , Can't find my fbt ! . Lols,
Think go home, rest awhile bahs , i'm tireddddd D:.
At night, still got training ! Wth~
Hooray !, :D Tml meeting my dearest sister .
It had been along time long since i seen her i think .
She meeting me @ my house tml & going bugis :D .

Pictures will be uploaded when ahtwin sent me . :D
Wait patiently yeas .!

2008-11-02T05:38:00.001-08:00

Today meet up with jianing @ hougang mall .
Went out together yeahs , :D I miss her ! So so long never see her lerhs .
Walked here & that , i went to buy my contact lens . I bought one aqua&brown colour .
Aft tht, went 5th floor arcade see see, & cigg .
Went outside mall walked , back to mall to eat , :D . Aft tht i go do eyebone piercing .
Bused to hougang ave8 , i went extend hair then jianing go cut her finges .
Go th night market & i bought one white handbag&, a shirt .
Haven see finish, jianing go put me away .! , Lols, she say not enough time lerhs , cause we line up for th turn . Th salon alot ppl , Lols.
Actually want go back th night market aft cutting th, then suddenly th rain as pouring very heavily.
Rawrs ! Nbm.
I went around th shops see & bought one hellokitty wallet, damn damn cute can ? O,o
Bused back to mall, & jianing baobei went home, she going her ahma;s house .
Reach hougang interchanges & i bused home . Early ehs ! :D .
See! I'm a good good girl ! :DDDDD
I brought $120plus today & left &20& a few cents in my wallet now ? Lols, ! Haha ,
Wondering wht i spent ehs ? , O,o

Tml will be going out with jerlyn ahtwin,
I so long didnt see her lerhs, i miss her lahs !
Tuesday will be going out with kairu, sister i guess :D
Then wed, thur, fri i dont know lerhs . , Hehe!

Picts tooken today will be uploaded when jianing sent me , :D ! .

2008-11-01T05:48:00.000-07:00

2plus went amk hub find jeremy they all . :D,
Bought tickets to watch th cinema show , th coffiec, aiya dunch know how spell lahs , :D
Till 6, trained to cityhall, went pinisular plaza buy things, saw xiaoboi . Lols,
7plus, trained to bugis, buy shirt,shorts .
8plus they all went home, i bused home too . :D
That's all for todays .

2008-10-31T18:19:00.000-07:00

Yesterday woke up @ 4plus ,
actually say want go clubbing with shirley th, then only we two going . Very sian ,
then never go liao . D:,
6plus went 315 meet joel boyf eat dinner aft tht i go for training lerhs .
Then nobody tell me ytd no training, then i bring shoes go down , Fuck eveytime i never bring shoes to training, i tio gan . Then bring, tell me no training .
Went celebrates jeremy's bday @ his house .
Before tht , cycled here&there . Fun bodoh ! ,
Jeremy's baby sister fucking cute lahs . :D
12plus, decided to ton . Me,kirby&chinhwat cycled to chinhwat's house take something .
At first chinhwat ride me then kirby, keep standing, foot fucking cramp . D:
Abt 2 plus, went hougang area copped one bicycle, i cycle back to sengkang .
Reach jeremy's house , fetach baby&kaiying . Bring kaiying go home first ,
then we four go cycle around again . Fuck them lahs !
They go cop another bicycle . Laughts !
Fucking fucking th fucking tired lahs . Asshole lahs !
4 going 5, went baby's house sleep . :D
9plus woke up & trained back home .
Guess bath liao then go meet kirby they all bahs .
Laughts ! Danieltan still remember me lohs ? , Haha ! Mayb l8r meeting him ?

2008-10-31T01:48:00.000-07:00

FUCK LAHS !
I'M BORED, i 2 days didnt go out lerhs leis !
Rottingggggggggggggggggggggg !,
Actually today want go clubbing th, then th ticket seller say sell finish lerhs . D:
Hais, dunch know l8r still meeting shirley anot .
or maybe going training .
It had been many days since i didnt went for training lerhs .
Now 5pm lers, 2hr more training starts lerhs .

2008-10-29T00:49:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO XIAOHUI !,

Ytd afternoon meet up with shirley @ Tm, she was long ehs ?
Waited for her 2hrs plus .
Aft tht went choose present & bought cigg, bused to Xiaohui's house
It had been a long long time since i see her , Meici & Laykawn liao . :D
Jokes around, cigg , aft tht went 201 eat lunch & buy beers .
Went to th pet's shop see, th hamster was fucking cute lahs siols ,
Meici is buying Xiaohui hamster for bday present .
Meici went buy contact lens , violet th . Quite nice lahs , same brand with Shirley .
Spent alot time in tht shop , bought bubble tea .
Then 6 going 7, cabbed to Pasir ris Park celebrate xiaohui's bday .
Dont worry, we going to celebrate ur bday on sat again, will have bday cake th . :D
Sat on rocks, listen music, beers . It was fun manz, & we took picts .
11.30 liddats, i cabbed home . :D
Onces th pict are sent to me,
i will upload :D .

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To tht HONGSTER ! ,

I was quite sad & angry last night alright?
Hais, tht bastard msg me & asked me for break .
He want break , break lahs .
I dont entertains hongster okays .
You think want you very duan uhs ? I pui !,
People used to tell me alot of ur past storys,
but i choose not to belive, why ?
Cause i trust you, i trust you will turn over .
But in th end? Wht you did to me ?
You broke th promises we made together,
Rly, i should knew, promises are meant to be broken .
I regretted it, i really really regretteddd .

You'r such a dissapointedddd .

2008-10-26T22:42:00.000-07:00

Ytd sleep at shirley's house untill 5pm, laughts .
Bath&bused to my house , i changed take money & bused to bedok inter .
Bought cigg & slacked .
Went mac find her friend, she was working ehs (:,
Cigg here & there, fucking boreddd lahs , need wait untill 11pm, her friend release from work .
Walk here&there, nothing much happened lahs .
11plus, i bused home, shirley they all go slack

Just now woke up @ 1plus,
4plus bused to bedok to find shirley, she was long ehs ?
Aft she come, went buy contact lens , i bought sky blue , it was bright manz .
Aft buying, went mac find Jazreel, she was working .
7pm, she went home, she say she dont want work liao,
the manager guailan with her, Lols .
Went up her watch, she changed then watch tv awhile,
went down slack, saw her brother all these .
Slacked then went back her house slack . :D
10plus, bused home with shirley :D .

Tml meeting shirley again :D

2008-10-25T12:53:00.000-07:00

I love th funs we had today alriqht ?
& i want more in th future, no quarrellinqs . :D

Meet up with babyjianing,baobei @ compasspoint :D,
Make payment for th bloqshop's item & trained to plaza sinq .
Went bunk&arcade slacked, saw a few of my friends, laughts . Went ps inside shop, cop a few thinq lahs .
Slacked @ ps till 5,6plus, Fuckinq bored kays ? Trained back to hougang slacked.
Walk around mall inside then @ eiqht percent there,
Guess who i saw ? :D It's SHIRLEY alright ?
It had been a lonq lonq time since i saw her & i fuckinq bodoh miss her lahs .
At first i dunno is her, is babyjianing tell me th . :D
Hang around hougang mall area, copped 2 foundation lers, :D
Bused to tampiness ton with shirley then babyjianing went home ,
boreddddd ! D:,
Drink vodka, slack, chitchat . Aft tht went buy heniken drink .
I didnt drink, shirley drink all . Feel like vomitinq siols . D:, Don't know why also .
Aft tht, went find jeffrey slack . I vomited out siols D:, feel more better liao .
Slack, slack, slack . Slept awhile @ th blk432 playqround , Tired leis !
3plus, went shirley's house ton :DDDD . Haha !
Th end liao, byebye :D

Hey, i had really alot of funs today okays ?
& i want more funs like today :D . No fighting lahs ,okays ?
I miss BABYjianing & Shirley alot alot can ?
Remember, you'r alway love by meeeeeeeeeee !

2008-10-24T21:40:00.000-07:00

Stupid ahxuan ! Tell him wake me up @ 10.30, also never !
11plus i wake up on my own hor ! :D
L8r meeting jianing baobeix, i miss her lahs !

2008-10-24T06:29:00.001-07:00

Love in your eyes
Sitting silent by my side
Going on Holding hand
Walking through the nights

Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
Till the end of the time

Believe me I can fly
I'm proud that I can fly
To give the best of mine
The heaven in the sky

2008-10-24T05:10:00.000-07:00

Woken up by melvin's call @ 12 plus ,bath& used computer .
Online, asked joel to meet up :D .
Meet up, 1.15 @ blk 315 , i no time liao so cabbed there , bought next chill & marbollo red for melvin . Cigg& slackeddddd :D
Walk here&there till 3plus, i bused to sengkang find melvin .
Went his house watch tv till 6plus , actually said francis come drove us to gelyang meet ppl ths,
end up he put areoplane, asked us go ourselves, very far then we never go in th end .
6plus,melvin go meet his friends, then i bused home .
I'm boreddddd D:,
th life without phone suck core lahs ! I want my phone .
Bet alot alot msgs ths . Wth~

New gans , Happypill :D
MeiTing, 24/10/08 , 8.13pm .

2008-10-22T21:34:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,
contact me @ blogger,msn or friendster bahs ,
handphone currently spoiled & can't be charged .
Onces repaired, will contact you guys, Thanks :D.

Tiongxims sister never die ! Huat uhs ! :D,
Pbt alrights ?
we'll never ever be seperated again lers .

Holidays are here, ENJOY ! :D,
Gans are my loveeees ! Meet up soon alrights ?
VENESSA LOVE YOU .

Just bake some cookie,
just now dear, ahtong they all come find me,
i passed him th cookies&a teddybear then went up liao ,
ahtong say he very happy :D .
Boy i love you alright ?

2008-10-22T21:21:00.000-07:00

Finally last day of school ,
& can enjoy 2months of funs liao :D .
Fucking happy ehs .
Got report book today, appeared 6u-s & i can still promote.
Must rly thanks misstham for helping me to get promoted .
10plus released , went home . :D Sleep !

Guess shall post again later bahs . :D

HAPPY ONE MONTH,
TAY SHI HWA & LIM JIE SHENG,
last long alright ?

2008-10-21T23:17:00.000-07:00

Smoke in th morning,
then go school , it was early manz ! I still need wait another hour .
Marcus come, went outside school cigg with him .
Misstham finally came, board th bus & went east coast .
It was fucking fucking HOT , i sweat & sweat non-stop can ?
Roller blade & cycle here & there . D:, Hot, tired & thirst !
Arrghs, 12 plus . Bused to bedok inter with leejiayan then i bused home .
L8r see got time then go find dear they all bahs . I want sleep first ! :D

Hey, good news.
Ytd was promotion day & i kena promotedddd ! :D,
Freaking happy kays ?
Cause i only passed 2sub, & i can get promoted .
But sad, i think got 3 guy retainedd . D:
I really really dont belive it !
Kairu get promoted too ehs ! :D ,
Haha, tiongxims sister Huat uhs !

2008-10-20T22:18:00.000-07:00

Dear,
HAPPY ONE MONTH ! :D,
I promise to alway alway love you alright ?
I choosen this path with you&
i never regretted it& i wont be regretting .
Thanks alot alot dear,
i know how bad i treat you, but you keep giving in to me .
Without your patients&love,
i really dunno we could last this long . :D
Everytime we quarrelled,
you could alway th first to say sorry to me ,
th one who hugged me& cry .
Dear, really thanks .
I promise to alway cherish you . :D,
i wont let you go i promises .
Snatch YOU away ? I'll let her die !.

2008-10-19T23:16:00.000-07:00

Just this one more day , i love you hubby ! :D .
21Sep'08 , i will never forget this day .
Our story begins here& i'll nvr regret loving you .

2008-10-18T03:45:00.000-07:00

Today woke up 11plus .
Mummy asked me go buy things&food ,
i saw sihwee, sweetiepie& her stead downstair ! I miss her bodoh ~
:D, chatted& cigg awhile .
They went off & i went buy my stuffs .
Back home eat& decided bake some cookies .
Quite nice ehs for starters, but my mummy said too sweets ! Dots . D:
2,3 plus . Uncle drove me back home .
Ahcao came up my house after tht . Used coms & watch tv .
There was a movie called ' zu ai de ren ' .
Damn touching can ? I cried during th ending ! D:.
After watching, went down with erzi eat dinner , fucking full !
Went meet with ahkeong, wait for ahtong korkor come . They chushi .
He came liao, then ahkeong drove off . I went back home :D .

I'm Boredddddddddddddd !

2008-10-18T03:38:00.000-07:00

Ytd tonned at my mon's house .
Hmmm, ytd aft school, ahcao came look for us @ hougang point .
Went sister house bake cookies ! :D .
Haha ! We tried it alot alot times, aft alot of failures,
we finally make it O,o .
At first i wanted to bake it for missming then i thought,
today is friday, by th time i give it to missming,
i don't think it will taste very nice ehs D:,
Sadded , nbm i'll bake it other times alright ? <3 .
6plus, me&erzi went ave8 . He went cut hair, cute ehs !
Then i go extend hair .
Bused to tpy, on th bus, we opened songs,
there was 2 copycatedddd , we open wht songs, they sing wht song .
Fucker siols !Argghs , forget it, spoils my mood only .
Then erzi say very itchy, went my house bath & i changedd .
After tht, went tpy walk around :D .
Home sweet home . :D

2008-10-16T05:21:00.000-07:00

Dear,
just this 5more days to our very first month you know ?
It's really very seldom i can last this long ehs .
It shows tht how much i loved you,
how much i cared for you . :D .
I want to be th most happiest girl in th world on 21Oct'08 alright ?
I want you to be th most happiest guy toooo~
No matter wht, we'll never be seperated kays ?
Last with me boy,
You th guy who maken me laught&smile again just like th past ,
th guy who cry with me , laught with me .
I promise i'll alway love you to th end,
never gotten be unfaithful to you .
I really want to say a bigbig thankyou to you dear,
thanks for every single thing you did for me .
Without your patients, i wont last till now .
Without your true lovings&care, i really donno wht will i be now .
Everytime we quarrelled, you are alway th one who start saying sorry first ,
i really really want say a BIGBIG thankyou to you ,
I never gotten choose others but only you , i promises :D .
You th one who started th path for us .(:
& i love you .

I want you to last with me, will you ?

2008-10-16T02:58:00.000-07:00

Woke up @ 9plus by sister's call .
Sorry eh dear, didnt come look for you, guess i too tired liao . D:
Then i overslept . Sorry ! I tml then go look for you alright ?
I miss you :D,
meet up with sister @ ling's house, collected my things & bused to my house .
Slack&cigg, put my things & bused to redhill find willie&his friend .
He was like damn damn fucking long alright ? Waited for him 45min D:,
then bused to willie's house, wait fot willie change cloth .
Bused to redhill th hawker center eat ,
After tht, slacked awhile&bused to my house .
Half way, kairu asked me alight @ Luckyplaza there .
She want go toilet , Laughts ! Hehe.
Bused back to my house, slack&then 5plus she went home :D .
Sister, i want more outings with you alrights ?
Tiongxims sister nvr die .

Took some photo,
& will be uploaded onces kairu sent me . :D,
Dear, sorry this morning didnt come look for youuuuus .
Tml i will come look for you alright ? I miss you :D .

2008-10-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

Meet up with sisters in th morning .
Went in school late , kena detention. Wth~
Art exam, it suck can ? Th exam was 2hr30min . I do 30min then i fall asleep liao :D,
Untill 10,30 . Releasedddd :D,
But need wait fucking long lohs , sisters untill 11plus .
Go 1b help awhile , they decorating party for mrchew . Cute siols them ?
Then went hougangmall , i go bluz buy stud for melvin&aaron,
then went waston buy th dye hair thing .
Then we go b1, i buy th heart lollipop give dear .
Bused to ling's house , dye . I dye liao like no differents like tht . Kairu dye th hair colour, i like it !
Damn damn nice lahhhhhs !
After tht smoke here&there, fool aroundddd .
Willie korkor&wenhao came .
4 going 5, leave ling's house . Pei kairu wait for bus then me,willie&wenhao bused to basletier,
they go saiguan . I change bus go liansheng find deardear they all :D,
Boredddddddddddddddddddddd D:. !
Then 7plus, shihwa came . Chat abit, i want watch tv, they fucking noisy lohhhs .
After tht went down eat . Shihwa go home, eat liao. korkor,dear&erzi pei me walk home .
Hehe, thanks !:D,

Oh yeahs, fuck !
I bring $67 today& left only $5 thanks .
I still wondering wht i bought ? Untill no money liao !, Z!
Tml morning guess go find dear they all awhile then go ling's house :D .

2008-10-14T05:16:00.000-07:00

Dear they all come find me just now,
i dao-ed him all th way, didn't even looked at him D: ,
I feel is i hate hate fucking hate him lahs ! CB~
Then korkor keep gan me lohs, like all my fault liddats .
Nbm, we had big quarrels just now . He FUCKER!
I really very tired to quarrel with you liao D:,
you think i quarrel with you, don't need energy izzit ?
You think i quarrel with you, i don't feel sad mehs ?
Quarrelled untill breakup, korkor says he fucking sad, he don't fuck think i won't mehs ?
Find sister talk, she asked me give him one more chances& she msg-ed him .
Fine, i listen to my sister, i give him one more chance .
But if he dare repeat th same mistake, friends also don't be i tell you DOG! .

I used to love you alot alot ,
but why must you treat me liddats ?
Do you really treat me as ur stead ?
Since you want liddats? Fine!

2008-10-14T03:12:00.000-07:00

But still, i can't hide my feelings tht i love you
& i damn damn fucking miss you . It's bored th life w.o alright ?

I nvr gotten change my loves for you :D .

2008-10-14T03:04:00.000-07:00

Meet up in th morning as usually with sisters .
After exam, cigg then bused to serangoon , went eat roti prata :D,
Went shop&save want buy wine&potatochips . Fucking pubor, can buy th lohs , say wht lj, can buy mehs ? Huanlow !
Don't think you work there th duasai hor ? Puai ! CB~
Nbm, went 238 buy tigerbeer , slack,drink at 317 untill siao siao . Mei, ling &kairu sehseh liddats, keep laughting&laughting .
Damn paisehs okay ? So many ppl looking . Wth~
Ling then go take vidieos of me&kairu siaosiao . We sparking too ehs :D .
3plus, willie&wenhao come find us slack at 242 ,
cigg&chatteddddd :D, went up link house after tht to collect somethings .
At th life there, we sparkedddd :D , Stupid wenhao go kick me, fucking pain lahs deys !
Slack slack, bused home :D .

L8r dear they all come my house here find me,
wonder what will happened ?
Will i continued not to talk to him or give him one more chances ?
Hais, i really don't know .

2008-10-13T08:14:00.000-07:00

We drifted didnt we ?
I feel tired everyday .
Really, i dont want quarrel with you anymore alright ?
Do you know wht th meaning of saying sorry ?
It means to knowledges th mistakes you done& not to repeat it again .
But you, why are you keep repeating ?
Do you know how hurt i would be , korkor had to keep on cheering me up .
Don't you feel guilty at all ?
How i wish i this life never had knew you before ,
So i won't be so sad now .

I REALLY REALLY HATE YOU,
YOU UNDERSTANDS ?
Why just you can't try to understands me ?
I had never knew i loved you so much .
& i scared i going to regrets it .
Please, just another one week is our one month liao .
Stop tht childish's act will you ?

2008-10-13T08:01:00.000-07:00

Slacked in th moring as usually :D,
cigg untill half, raymend came i chuatio bodoh untill one word also cannot come out .Shit!
I then faster throw th cigg on th floor, tht was more than half stick deys . Wth~
All kena send to school, write down all th lj details&sentences ,
back to class for exams .
Cb, fucking tireddddd D: .
I do finish th exam paper liao, then tht bitch teacher keep waking me up , Cb . Second paper was maths, bloody cold bodohs , raining heavily .
Damn damn COLD lahs .
After school, waited for sisters , ahcao cabbed down come find us . Bused to luoling's house slack&cigg . Ahyong then came too~
3plus, willie&friends came . Laughts, we make untill ling's house damn damn fucking th messy .
Hehehe! Paisehs uhs . :D
5, me&ahcao,ahyong bused to my house there . I went up change then go down , slacked .
Then shihwa came, chatted awhile . Ahcao go find chintat they all, ahyong go home .
Me&shihwa walk to wampo find ahtong they all .
It was far can ? Tireddddd :D ,
Didnt talk with dear th whole day, i hated him . Bcause he friday dao-ed me, i wont give in to him again th . Don't worry .
Slack untill 9plus, dear,ahtong pei me walk home .
Bleahs bleahs bleahs, bleahs bleahs bleahs . Ahtong keep nag nag nag , irratating bodoh !
When dear come hug me, i zitao push his hand away .
I Just Fucking Hate Him!

My laughters&smiles began to slowly lost its' ways
All i know now is i hate you& that all
Everything to me seems black,
there is nothing ,
My life started to become lonely again without you .

2008-10-12T06:57:00.000-07:00

I fucking bored ,
didn't went out th whole day ehs .
See, i'm a good girl but i rotting .
Good thing there is something called computer .

Dear,
i miss miss you .
9 mre days you know ?
really dont think you still remember bahs .
nbm, i love you .

2008-10-12T04:38:00.000-07:00

Dear,
we seems to be drifting didnt we ? Everythings seems to be aparting us,
we didn't chat as happy as we used ,th smile became lesser.
Th voices of yours, i beguns to heard it lesser&lesser .
Wonder if you will be feeling th same ?
These days, you go ur own ways i go my own ways, contact only a few msgs.
I do miss you, you know ?
Maybe you see on outside don't even fuck care you, but you know wht am i thinking ?
I don't like people to dao me th most liao, but you keep dao-ing me.
Don't you relised, among all those quarrellings we had, it because of you dao-ed me.
When i didnt reply or msg or whatever, you keep using th same line,' do you know how i feel?'
Let me tell you, bcause of something you did, i then dont reply you you, i dont dao ppl in msg if ppl dont do anything wrong alright ?
When i need you, wre you ? Only my sisters are there just for me,
You go marry all those tua&lion's head lahs . Fucker !
W.o you, i wont die . Asshole .
Just another 9days, its our one month liao, why you can't just let me have my peace .
I;m really very tired , how i wishes you wasnt existed&i had nvr meet you .

2008-10-11T21:53:00.000-07:00

These few days didnt post o,o .
Friday celebrates junyuan erzi brithday with kairu&luoling .
Both cakes,acholhor&chips . HMMM,
fucking fun when we smaches th cake @ each other face .
Luoling at first seems to be th cleanest, in th end. th most most jiatlan .
After playing, went up to ling's house for a wash up .Then found out tht kairu phone is missing, went down search, can't find . Wth~
Nbm, kairu like sotsot like that .Keep laughting&laughting non-stop .
I cabbed to my house with kairu&erzi cause ppl want fix th tv,& let kairu rest awhile bahs .
After tht, we went coffce shop eat first, then went kallang river fool around . Haha!
It was fun siols, cigg here&there .
Then send kairu home at5plus, she go home then she come out again
After slacking with erzi awhile,shihwa came finding us .
Slack&cigg,8plus kairu came . Went ntuc buy wine,chip. then go buy some fried food eat .
Damn nice lahs .Kairu sehseh again ehs . Hehehehe! Erzi also lahhhs .
Then shihwa first go home liao .
Kairu th uncle come fetch her, then i pe erzi w8 for th bus .

Ytd went chushi lahs .simple, nothing much rly happened :D